She Came Back

The thrill is Gone

Funny one missing ingredient and the stew is not the same. 

Night nite my love We had an amazing day today. I would love to share it with you tomorrow when We feel a little chipper be. You have gone to a lot of trouble one way or another which ever way one can look at things this has not been cheap for you. I want you to know I will always remember what you done for me. You brought me Home to my God. And Yours too. I figure pretty much the opposite of what one is told. Still masterfully done bravo my darling bravo. Time for me to sleep on things and let you know no matter what I am grateful. All them Christmases? N new Years Eve for near on ten years and the whole time knowing your efforts be m vain?

I do not know for sure it does not matter any more my last voice is going to be heard.
I will not rest with this horseshit going on for Your kids and Hamid's kid this can not continue. I thought what kind of a buizz can one glean insulting to God? I could never comprehend this. It was predicted people would be running around saying insulting things about and to God n I thought right there the bible is crazy and low and behold We have Moloch being worshipped in California and Washington and London. Jack the Ripper was from the noble classes. I am positive even a King or Queen. I have seen so much in the last month I am sickened by the Truth I have found people getting glad making other people sad.

And husbands and wives twisting their minds to death. For entertainment. I am sure charles got a hard on telling Dianna her lover was dead. Cut his head off he whispered, I used to punch dorks like him out, to relieve the boredom of being a child. I could just smell the stink of vomit and wisdom such as it is. Fornicating like something dinkins richie dinkins and his fornicating rocks and gasses. So you knew you would not wanna me because of the age difference. /and there may have been moments you was tempted to change your mind. But right from the get go Y,ou told me you would never be with me and I did not believe it. N it was True. Sheesh.
I am committed to communicating to these kids. If not for You I would never have really dared do do my job. But I was wise to wait. I could only suspect this last day war I am to fight. Win or lose I win.
Tell him a picture of thy clit be not so bad. I still love you now even more. Sacrifice does have its sweetness. No matter what I know you can not look me in the eye and say I do not know you.
And I am not a divine being. If You can do this I will believe you.


Blake