An old broad

N hurting

Notice her left nipple she knows We notice things,

You have waited your entire life for Us, OK me.
You tortured me mercilessly and never really needed me We was just amusement
for You. You took all my love n pissed it into the wind. I married half the world to
please you n God n here I sit empty handed after ten years of needing You girl
You laugh behind Our back. Correction the entire world all seven billion plus souls
take up germane rest attached from the inside of me. I have no peace at all somebody be causing loss look at Nancy Pelosi a text book case of why not to give women the vote. Even her n all these disgusting
murders of kids n gott the gall to get off on it, n it be ok WITH You to have them rule keep thy
petty stupid secrets hid. Truth has done no one a lick of harm We can find.
But the imagined horrors are unfounded more often than not even paranoids have real enemies.\
I never even dreamed I had even one. Still the nervy Kunt got Us pregnant with this hoard of turd factories K walking turd factories, expecting applause.
N kunts stupid enough to worry about aging at 38 Christ jump up n down on  a pin head, how can any man love through that wall of impenetrable knowing her value is sliding from the moment
of birth. Fuck see what you do on your own? Take a fucking look.
You was never interested in loving me you was interested in being right n tough enough to waste another lifetime for kicks, Seven Billion plus are begging Us can thee not hear their call
thy majesty? How can you ignore em? Well it
be for me a take care of alone. You are worse n your own dad.I hate him n your presumptive
sister living on daddy's wealth irks Us bad. I do not care what kind of talent she has might as well
listen to mike pence. I so pray I am wrong about that boy.

But as for you, find another play toy can  wanna you
more. I understand if Tiger Woods professed his undying love for me be fall on equally deaf
ears. You will never know what you missed. Think if Our mind alone interests you imagine what an equally brilliant female lover no matter her fears or resistance when You beg for me We will listen.
But as for the rest of this riff raff lyric put where? Anywhere you your majesty pleases. Have fun running this mess on your own. You are responsible as me before God, You wanna fuck about n waste what little time We have sucking on antlers? I promise Our bone be much tastier n pleasing to the feel in every way like a seven inch clit. Antlers are bullshit first n stink like dead meat n offer no increase to no one save the sexually deprived and lost. Killing babies gives them a brotherhood they believe impenetrable there is nothing beyond the purview of God and His King. We have maybe fifteen years left to have this world on its way to health it could still fuck up so bad I do not even wanna think on the deal.

We are needed and wanted whether they know it or not. Your shy is costing Our world its very life. I would do this alone if I could. N not give you the satisfy of bothering you at all. How could you think I would fuck anyone girl or boy who does not wanna me so big time I get hard? Ever try a fuck somebody with a flacid penis? Real hard work. I could never rape no one n never could. I need a wanna a big strong wanna before Arthur be bothered a get out of bed. He gets out of bed for You n if you be pissed We have another wife there is not a thing I can do now. Nor should I. She knows I am in love with you n that has no hope of changing no matter what she does I love you when you be dead. So fuck off with the litany of tests. I do love you and I am inn love with you, I am a flawed being and will hurt n disappoint you but I look forward to those issues it is then I will know the True of thy love for me, and if the feeling is not more n mutual I can n will understand. God promised me We would never lose being faithful unto Him. Well He was wrong bout one thing in say a billion trillion? Can We allow Him this?

Any effort divorced from both Our brides is useless to me. I have no juice without both of Our girls loving me. I think this sucks. N it be so Gods deal I could give Him a real pout. Fuck I and Our entire kingdom is dependent on the health n vitality of two lying cheating covertly hostile girls but both profess some kind of love that can pierce through both of their always already listening. Nothing more to add to this girl. Fuck he be an idjit why should anyone listen to him? Well for one thing You have not enough money or fast cars or prestigious real estate to entice Us to even think on doing a lie. I can not even lie to prison guards. So fuck you if you doubt my love. Will I find other girls attractive I sure hope so? Will I seek them out n bed them behind Our Home girls back?

You tell me what do Y,ou really believe? If she exists n is really real We have a Treasure to bring as dowerey more than any queen has been offered since the beginning of time. But We are used to rejection. And can take it better n most. I wonder how strong thy love really is?
Anyone can get used to waiting. But waiting is only for anticipate of a future possibility so compelling so as to divorce the soul of the postulant so there is nothing left save love pure true and contrary to popular belief so so so unblemished it brings Us to Our knees. N I know girls be shy n sensitive to let a boy into their clubhouse even if he promises to be a good boy.  So We see there be no room for Us here or it be too inconvenient to have Us around. You prefer to hang about with people who leave you thirsting for the touch of a Really man.One who can own you n make you cum like you have never one time known. You can not hide near as much as you one time did. I still pray for it all.

Blake, Gita's husband n Bertha;s too.
I am so proud of this. I fear it be too good to be True like JFK n his boy.

When ownership occurs things change.
Ever notice?

Rex:  02 I still miss Daru, I am serious flawed tell me now if We be too much for thee.
I will love her until the day I die.
I will love Susan Blackwell until the day I die too, n have not seen her in sixty years.

So you really willing to own the both of Us or shall We piss into the wind n seek applause?

Our play days are over I need to get results or I am going to die n horrible shame. So even if it can not work I still need to do Our job as best as God will allow. People may see after We die n you have not thrown Our Our life;s work such as it is people will see God really does keep His word even better n Your King. I am tired of sacrifice We find it boring and not all that creative. I have sacrificed thousands upon thousands of hard n merciless toil so that someday Our wife be back in Our arms. That is what has motivated Us for all this time. I am sure you can do better n me but not a hell of a lot better. N without my other half I am a fish out a water. What kind of God does this to His King?

No matter how many women n concubines We enjoy and I do not think too many really wanna Us both the way Bertha does butt did not wanna do did not wanna go back to her old ways but is willing to for me n she knows I do not like nor tollerrate bull shit no matter from whom it comes. That is Our only Rule for now I can think of to manage Our marriage. I do not wanna be your weekend boy friend nor your most famous fan. I wanna be thy daddy girl n wanna daddy All Our kids even Yours. N I failed so bad at Our first thrust We for sure be never make them same mistakes again. N now We got God thanks to Y,ou n no one else can ever make this claim I met my God through some middle class jew boy in 1966. N I so loved that boy not only for his gift but for the amazing feels he made me feel. I do did not wanna at first it was strange n foreign to me but not dirty Howie was a real clean boy n I learned to love to suck his dick.

After he died I tried other boys but Howie was the only husband I was ever to know. N I grew to miss him so bad I near made an idol of him. I tried to turn others into him but they could care less about the Promised Land they was worried bout their hair do for Saturday night. Or what her friends may think about some of Our think. N to see not only did she not believe a word We said she just loved to cum. N We had two hundred like this n I got so tired n confused maybe I am gay n just do not know it? Why does nothing work with girls. Barbara Jones a brilliant girl and was Our match but she had Huntings Korea and was gonna die soon n she tried to give Us her daughter for Our love. It worked with her dad it be gota work for me. But I loved her daughter n I could not imagine twenty years hence n I be the guy who molested her? I be the guy who stole from a child. N I had no sexual feels for kids at all. They had no tits.

And her daughter wanted me too any man I think she would have adored. Women bore each other quick unless they cojoined love of a man it makes all things confident n real. N if I am one in a billion girls who be lucky enough to marry a really girl loving boy. She will be fulfilled n happy girl her whole life n all it takes be a little interest in thy womans pleasure. Fuck thy wife like there be no tomorrow every time. This is a happy and successful life. Whether you be boy or girl one is always the boy n one the girl there is no need for nor wanna for sexual non identity, or sexual nutrality it is a lie told by frustrate queer girls n boys n nobody never guessed there be so many near half the population is in want at least of a same sex encounter one time or perhaps hundreds. First to be a good lover you need to know n like yourself n if you are having a hard time with this you need to work on you begin the Kings barf It will heal you from this barrier to full self expression which is your intended state.

Your natural state is ease and rest. Without thy petulant spoiled brat hand in mine and Bertha's We will fail. I no longer care the impact that gets made and two girls found Us worthy of a listen n none of them need Our wealth n besides that they both do know real well We gave All of Ours away n now things have changed I do have a purpose and worthy girls to love, and a future that calls to Us bad. N if I got no what for, which I never once for a second ever even thought of any kind of reward or payment for being what I was born to be, seems a little silly to me, it be like being paid as a housewife? Strange for me. However the boon offered is criminal of the both of Y,ou n God a do unto me. Every cell in Our body n mind aches non stop for you n I do know how to care for a girl in Our life n Home.

But I ain't no Tiger Woods n neither are you n so We need thy firm no bullshit heart of things
speak Will you accept thy role as queen of this entire universe and Our First bride and you choose to husband the love of God's lamb while he lives and his wives and children even if they be Yours. I am well aware of Our conversation of last night. N I am willing for You all considerations clear n understood, are thee for the last time ask willing to Have Us Both as We are nothing added n nothing taken away. Be with Us as Our Queen. Beginning today.


Blake, Gita's hubby