Mathew Mark , , , ,,

Luke

N Revelelation 

Exposing things. Now who would be dead set on wasting my time. So I am too old to make a difference. Well I do not know how to tell you this, but then again it could be coincidence. One
who would forsake the whole world just to keep my petty perversions clean from public view.
They have already promised to kill you should any help be forthcoming. So you got yourself a
part time job. You can not even say you love me. I think you need some more practice. See if you can escape me. You have never done a thing a loving girl would. It leads Us to the inevitable conclude
you have a new part time job. Maybe not so new. It is True love is blind.

I should a believed you when I had the chance. Hindsight is great, no? I have lived without you for
28 million years or thereabouts. I can do another thousand standing on my head. It is you were just so close and yet still far away. All I asked for was for me to see your light had not really gone out. I just could not believe you be wasted. Something had to make you mine.

Funny how wrong a King of the most high can be and so often too. And then We get into well dufus maybe it be not you. Look at ya. No cute little letters behind yer dumb name you are trying so hard to mollify a group of insistant idiots with every thing to lose capitulating with Us that is how it will appear and that be the hurdle they need be prepared to jump. Or they stay right where they are for a thousand years. I would not count on death for much. See it is in Our writings the King lives. And We will never stop doing Our job until God has had enough a this dog n pony show. But know what there is no jewelry like them straws you hung round my neck and kissed me in Belleview saying welcome to OT. You signed yourself into a psycho ward where I met a man who claims he saw lyndon johnson rubbing his penis in the hole in Jack Kennedy's head. Funny they had him convicted of idiocy and did not kill him.

So somewhere there is mercy in even the most evil of hearts. I never really believed him until Our recent exposure to his life and times. He just loved to cause others even dogs pain. It made him glad. And you for years thought of me in said light because that is all you have known. I am sure Nat got a good swallow from each of the B dumble dees. I met them at his place and he tossed them out. I did not notice this until this very moment. He even before Julia Roberts had me hearing between the lines, Well Bobby Dylan was first. I was living in the west village the East Village at the time was too grungy even for me.

Doing the finest drugs ever known to man and lots of them and they did an irreversible harm to Our brain. It will just not dumb down. And in fact as long as I kill no babies or get into worshipping bal, or better yet some old perverted man's idea of what Satan would do if he existed. It is not satan it is your own perversion of mind. You feel you need a theatre for a girl to say I just wanna be fucked by ten guys at once. And say this to her husband and it takes courage and a hell of a lot of love and confidence in her partner to offer him that and open doors in his mind and so We have two Real people getting to know each other. With more of the same We have a 50% divorce rate. In principalities where men have a number of wives I have heard tell of no divorce. 

As your King it is Our job to suss what works and do lots of that and Moreover: to suss what does not work and do less to none of that. Your greed must take second place or fifth place to Our word. That is what a King is. First he is a janitor for God and must pick up the olds mildewed turds and vomit of man's wit for the last two thousand years. Fifteen hundred really. Mohammad I believe was God doing somebodies job again. He set it up to fail until He returned with me, OK and your mom. Who is not speaking to me she is afraid of her own kids. Fuck what a mess can you begin to fathom? Would you like to do it All - All over again? Me too.

I am doing something wrong. And so things are all on edge. I beat on an a PMSing female and twisted her panties into a proverbial knott. Now she will have to answer the question why did this person leave Our money pot? And when the owner finds out she is less secure in her job but you are a druggist not their mother. You do as you are told. And shut your idiot contradictory mouth until you have some discipline in that mind of yours.

Other wise if I live long enough I be gonna buy my Harley and just drive camp out in the Canadian Redwoods an entire different thing. Breathe and weep for humanity or do I stay and serve?
Sure as shit God be have me drive into a truck, not kill myself but break both legs so I have nothing but a computer with which to view this world. And through Which I speak.

He will not be denied. I do not doubt this and I asked Him for life when it felt like my heart was to give out any day I prayed and said OK True is I wanna serve thee lord, and I wanna chance to kiss gita one time afore I die, and I know you can heal this or let this lifetime go. I feel so incomplete if I die now I know I did ask you for death. I was miserable and tired of the thousands of refusals but I could see a method to my agony I was gaining much needed insights that do not come free. I sense you are bored of this communication stream and I think you be 100% of those girls what a fucking job? You wrestled with the best and won. Well temporary and that is huge in my eyes. Nobody but him could do this. So I get half n half. I wish you was one a them girls with a dick then I could make thee cum every way imaginable. So, I hate you and still wanna fuck you. This is impossible.

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