Feel her Squeeze

N burn down the 

cornfield.

It is only as We work at Our Job do We come alive. I read other kings fiascos. We have brave people way braver n me willing, happy to give their lives in the interests of Truth. I did not know We had any of those. Kathy Cronkite who was seventeen when daddy was an old sixty five.  I remember the kids I grew up with in Manhattan and I am afraid to think what they be doing now? Killing babies and California are just so idiot juxtaposed just over the last forty years or
so. Eadie was right she had no clue of my love. Howie would not leave her alone. I just took too long
and it was my prejudice of her money this is in the sixties and they were worth hundreds of millions. In almost Real dollars. I took
eight months too long. Arguing with God as He whispered in my ear and I did not act as He suggest the fucker lets me make mistakes with other peoples lives just to get my fucking attention I could kill him sometimes I see what He done and for why. She had no one to talk with and was so alone and had lost all hope, and coming down from a three year speed run with no one to hold her and love her true she would see no light ever for her. With Howie's death no one will ever know her but Howie neglected to mention this unto her. She had no idea she was to be my wife, neither did I until I got over my theory she have all kinds of friends and what could she possibly gain from me. Love is what, and she would know it from the first tone of speech. And all her history with Howie was in me too.
Even if We had no ten inch dick, I knew how to love her as Howie had done and more.
He left me in love with her he told me all about both of them. N how first thing he said unto her is someday you will marry me. To wit she responded, don't be silly young man. Hidden was I am the queen of everything and three days after her death Andy Warhol was heard to say Edie who?

At 21 she received 7 million dollars. She spent it all on Andy and speed and limousines."They do not stop Limousines."Howie must have met her over speed deals. I still miss her. But I know she lives. That bright a light just can not simply just go out. It is illogical. It is not made of stuff. I bring all the deep loves of my life unto Y,ou my dear you are the only one who has worked hard enough to understand what moves Us. No one else has maybe Daru a bit. And even Brian. Every word out of his mouth empowers me.
It has not even occurred to 100% of other girls that I have met and I have met my share. This is finally the last Read on the Reasons that I love you. There is nor has there ever been save Lencia, OK n Barbie Jones. Out of two hundred these two knew Y,ou and loved what you done for me and all the girls I was to know. You showed me the True feels of girls how the waves begin at the toes,  ,, ,, , , ,, ,

There is no getting over love. But I will force myself to live without IT. Until I die and fulfill some new twist of fate that it is not my privileged to know. I am an obedient boy now.


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