Ms. Canada

Hold me tight

It is good to see you Ms. Canada. I was worried about You and how did ya pull it off.  All those professions of love be not worth five hundred dollars. I am sick with this. So heartbroken.
So alone. I am so so fragile and with out hope and then there was you. I am going to bed and miss
my Really girl. Tell her I need her and that I want her bad. I was thinking of buying penis enlargement pills I figure I got 7.5" hard, another two inches be better for her. I am so scared she will get bored with just me. I do not wanna Us to wind up another statistic. I wanna Us to scripture and
I wanna Us to dance. I can not forget the floorboards. Or the back seat.With her knees up in the air.
And her candor full of smiles. I only wanna one maybe two girls I think they both be the same
Why does she get me caught up in this whirlwind fact finding missions.I have a weakness for the female form but only one I could ever feel at Home with and that is that. I will give in to mediocrity
and sloth. Ask her to make Google give me back my data. I am only half armed against the most sinister group of beings and Lucifer wants not a thing to do with them they are on their own as Britney likely found out She had been had. I am an old man but I don't care if killing a baby gives me a hundred more healthy years I do not care. I am not interested there is no theory that can sway me.
This life is not worth that much to me. I do not wanna be like Frank Sinatra bugging the doctors for a new heart and his doctor finally told him no. I wanna embrace Our death as We will have embraced life. She is definitely not gonna be a help. So I am on my own for sure. I pray she finds someone to take my place. I do not wanna her lonely. And I am sure she is not. She is calm as a fresh Spring Rain. One can not have that when one is distressed as I am. She looks at me like some kind a crazy fan Take two rough blows in one day. Wasting my energies is she working for the other side?
Who Knows?

Well I will do it alone all alone. Permanently lonely I so wish I could believe in her hope.
I Am never going to find peace no matter what I do.
I have not earned the blessed boon.
I pray for its riches everyday
someday
soon.


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